| "CRYSTAL BRINGS OUT SO
MUCH HATE IN A PERSON. IT CAN TAKE A BEAUTIFUL SOUL AND TURN
IT INTO YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE. IT IS LIFE'S WORST ENEMY"
- A meth addict's partner
METHAMPHETAMINE - "the poor man's cocaine"
- is a powerful and highly noxious form of speed which, when
abused, wreaks havoc on the central nervous system, impairing
the functioning of the brain and spinal cord. It was created
in Japan in 1893 and distributed as a central nervous system
stimulant for mass consumption in 1919.
During World War II methamphetamine was administered
by Nazi chemists to enable their troops to stay awake, alert
and compulsively focused, ultimately rendering them emotionally
detached and quasi-psychotically aggressive. Medical records
show that Hitler himself was injected five times a day with
methamphetamine from 1942, corrupting his judgment, undermining
his health, steering his insanity and, possibly, the course
of World War II.
Today, methamphetamine is manufactured legally
under the brand names Ritalin and Desoxyn and prescribed in
small dosages to people - mostly children - with, respectively,
acute attention deficit and hyperactivity disorder (ADHD)
symptoms and narcolepsy. However, most of the methamphetamine
available in America is mass-manufactured in illegal labs
from an array of cheap, noxious substances (including drain
cleaner, lithium from camera batteries, antifreeze, ephedrine,
red phosphorous and hydrochloric acid) under various street
names such as crystal meth, Tina, ice, shabu, base, yaba,
glass, crank and crazy medicine.
Produced in concentrated crystal form and liquid,
the drug is chemically concocted to artificially stimulate
the brain's pleasure neurotransmitter (reward center) to induce
elated feelings of well-being and alertness, giving the user
a false sense of power and control. It does this by triggering
the release of high levels of the feel-good chemical, dopamine,
into the prefrontal cortex of the brain, effectively erasing
inhibitions and feelings of guilt and low self-esteem built
up by years of social shame, insecurity, loneliness and alienation.
The first crystal hit's almost instantaneous,
euphoric high locks seductively into the user's subconscious.
Grounded people who can control their drug intake are generally
able to use crystal once and not be lured back, or sparingly
at most. It is those who use drugs to escape their reality
on a regular basis - the "addictive personality"
- whom crystal preys upon. Snorted, smoked, ingested or injected,
the effect is stronger than amphetamines like speed or cocaine,
and the comedown - "crash" - significantly more
intense.
The user's newfound ability to overcome his
social anxiety entices him to repeat the experience, but the
more he consumes chasing the high while delaying the onset
of the crash, the less pleasurable the effect due to crystal's
cumulative erosion of the brain's natural production of dopamine.
All positive feelings - such as job satisfaction, enjoyable
social interactions, feelings of contentment, that life is
meaningful and counts for something... - rely on dopamine
transmission. Driven by his craving for the high, crystal
effectively sucks him into a downward spiral of abuse and
dependency.
The user crashes when his dopamine levels are
zapped and while his system is manufacturing a fresh supply,
which can take several days. Over time crystal significantly
erodes the brain's ability to restore the depleted dopamine,
and can then take up to a week, sometimes two, to renew. During
this period the user, having gone from feeling powerful to
powerless, effectively surrenders control of his life to crystal.
Detached from his internal energy source, he is unable to
experience or express positive feelings like love, happiness,
joy or pleasure.
Now an abuser, his mind feeds on his fears and
insecurities, tormenting him and causing him to turn inward
and to project his negative feelings and self-hatred at his
environment. Unresolved painful issues from the past locked
away in his mind - and which unconsciously prompted his use
of crystal in the first place - can resurface to torment him
and significantly intensify his growing psychological turmoil.
Numerous unpleasant symptoms (dry skin, sores,
sweating, poor hygiene, numbness, dilating pupils, dizziness,
tooth grinding, impaired speech, ulcers, sleeplessness, nausea,
exhaustion, vomiting, diarrhea, hypothermia, convulsions)
manifest, and interest in the normal rewards of life fade
as people, places and activities associated with using crystal
take precedence in his life.
Crystal also induces chronic loss of appetite
and weight loss, which may appeal to the abuser in the early
stages of his addiction as fat is stripped away. But over
time his starved body will feed on muscle tissue resulting
in a wasted, pallid appearance and ravaged facial features
typified by blotchy, jaundiced skin and large black rings
around the eyes.
In the shorter and shorter periods between crashes
the abuser must struggle to cope with the everyday chores
he has neglected and allowed to build up, thus exacerbating
his depressive state and his already overwhelming feelings
of helplessness.
Inevitably he will come to depend on crystal
constantly, running down his brain's already depleted store
of dopamine. Swirling in a perpetual vicious circle of dependency
and negativity, he can't look others in the eye or face his
own gaunt reflection, and will resent anyone and anything
that does not fit in with his addiction.
Crystal's toll is, ultimately, a dehumanizing
one as the abuser descends into a zombie-like, empty 'shell'
of his former self. To people around him his deterioration
is akin to an internal light being snuffed out. He no longer
seems to even be the same person, appearing wired (paranoid,
depressed, irritable, fearful, anxious, compulsive, agitated,
unpredictable, nervous) and exhibiting signs of schizophrenia
(panic, anger, repetitive behavior patterns and auditory and
visual hallucinations).
Lifetime friends no longer seem important or
relevant and he starts to cut them off, while his constant
flow of anti-social behavior puts his career and financial
security at risk. Abusers in the States have gone from earning
six-figure salaries to being on welfare in just 18 months,
while countless others have lost their apartments due to their
addiction to crystal.
Love-based relationships are destroyed by the
abuser's need to plug into, and drain, any external sources
of positive energy still available to him, while those that
persist become unhealthily co-dependent, needy, fraught and
abusive. As his dependence on crystal deepens, the world around
him contracts as those around him are driven away by his irrational,
draining behaviour. Eventually crystal will have succeeded
in isolating the abuser, separating him from the rest of humanity.
Alone and isolated, the abuser nevertheless
remains unaware or defiant in his denial of his erratic actions,
typically adamant that he is still focused and in control
and that it is the rest of the world that is going crazy.
His paranoia can reach extreme, often absurd levels, from
being convinced that certain people "are out to get me"
to imagining insects or parasites crawling beneath his skin.
If circumstances allow he will isolate himself at home with
the lights low and the curtains drawn, too paranoid even to
answer the phone or switch on the television or computer.
Persistent denial and continued use will lead
to constant thoughts of suicide: recorded suicide rates of
gay male crystal abusers in America now threaten to outstrip
the rate of AIDS deaths, while murders triggered by acute
paranoia have been directly attributed to crystal.
In October, a psychotically-aggressive crystal
abuser was shot dead by police in the Castro, San Francisco's
gay district. He had allegedly lunged at them with two large
butcher's knives grabbed from a nearby restaurant, yet his
friends remembered him as "a very bright young man full
of life, joy and love," and, "a beautiful, brilliant
and very promising young man - unlike any other gay man I've
ever known." The young man in question had only recently
turned to crystal during a period of low self-esteem.
Although the long-term consequences are not
yet known, in brain-imaging studies of addicts using two grams
of crystal a day there were changes in the brain consistent
with a pre-Parkinson's disease syndrome, symptoms of which
include loss of concentration, tremors and impaired movement.
In extreme cases, Parkinson's leads to dementia. Smoking crystal
for a more instantaneous, enduring high can induce fatal kidney,
lung and liver disorders leading to strokes, heart failure
and death.
The message is crystal clear: be seduced by
crystal meth and be damaged, enslaved and, ultimately, killed.
Hopefully, the abuser's situation will force
him to awaken to his problem and seek help medically or via
the 12-Step self-empowerment and recovery support program
at Crystal Meth Anonymous (CMA), which has a network of regular
meetings across North America and boasts the greatest rehabilitation
success rate of any support group (see link on Front Page).
London and other major European cities are not yet equipped
to deal with an epidemic of crystal abuse (see London Calling).
Meth abusers are among the hardest to treat
of all drug takers and often extremely resistant to any form
of intervention, but acknowledging that they have a problem
is a major first step toward recovery.
The path to recovery varies from person to person.
The severe effects of withdrawal (drug craving, suicidal depression,
irritability, diarrhea, loss of energy, depression, fearfulness,
insomnia, palpitations, sweating, hyperventilation) can last
several weeks, but the wall (craving) period continues for
around six-eight months for casual users and two-three years
for addicts. The temptation to relapse is always strong, and
there is growing concern in the medical field that some former
abusers may never recover from irreversible brain damage,
remaining forever dissatisfied with life and its rewards.
In mainstream American society methamphetamine
has been widely used in California for decades, but use has
spiralled across the States in recent years and it is now
the third most abused drug. Due to the combustibility and
toxicity of the raw ingredients, production is most prevalent
in arid and unpopulated areas of America such as desert territory
in the Midwest and around Palm Springs, where seizures of
clandestine labs have soared in recent years.
Methamphetamine is, not surprisingly, favored
by groups that exist on the dark fringes of society such as
the Hell's Angels, Satanists and Ku Klux Klan, but, unlike
past drug epidemics like heroin and crack cocaine which emerged
from the urban ghettos, new research suggests that demand
is also being driven by respectable sectors of society. School
and college age students, for example, are increasingly using
crystal to boost alertness while studying for exams, and consumption
is even escalating among middle-class "supermoms"
as they struggle to cope with the demands of work and home
(use among career women in their 30s and 40s in 'corn-belt'
states such as Iowa now rivals alcohol).
The drug is also finding favor with white and
blue-collar workers - cross country drivers, for example,
are turning to meth to stay awake, effectively halving their
journey time - and unemployed people in their 20s and 30s,
with use equally divided between males and females. In San
Francisco, where crystal meth use is endemic in the gay community,
crystal is becoming disturbingly prevalent on the mainstream
dance scene, and is approaching epidemic levels among the
youth of the city's vast Chinese population.
Three million hyperactive American children
are estimated to be on the commonly prescribed ADHD drug,
Ritalin - which is chemically similar to methamphetamine -
to help them overcome learning difficulties and behavioral
problems by boosting their focus. ADHD kids, however, are
also unusually sensitive, intuitive and creatively gifted,
and tests have shown that these qualities are repressed while
dosed up on meth. Although the companies behind Ritalin and
pharmaceutical grade methamphetamine, Desoxyn, insist they
are safe, there is mounting pressure for both to be banned
amid claims that America is spawning a nation of "zombie"
kids.
US Congress took measures in federal legislature
to prevent the illegal spread of crystal with the 1996 Methamphetamine
Control Act, passing mandatory minimum sentences for trafficking
of five years for ten grams and ten years for 100 grams, but
drug experts at the American Psychological Associations annual
convention in Chicago earlier this year reported an alarming
rise in the numbers of first-time users turning to meth in
the past 12 months.
Currently, Congress is proposing a Senate bill
(S2633) that will make club owners and party promoters directly
responsible for consumption of all drugs, including methamphetamine,
on their premises, with fines of up to $500,000. Many face
closure if the bill is passed.
Outside of North America, Thailand is suffering
an epidemic of methamphetamine abuse where it is produced
in huge quantities by a rebel militia group living in the
jungles of neighboring Burma, beyond the control of the military
regime. The United Wa State Army were one of the world's top
heroin producers until switching to the less well-policed
and more profitable methamphetamine, which sells in pill form
for around £1.50 a hit. Portentously demonstrating the
speed at which crystal spreads among mainstream society if
readily and cheaply available, it has fast become the drug
of choice for all classes and age groups in Thailand: 2.7
million admit to taking methamphetamine and an estimated 300,000
are addicts, while one in four Thai army recruits are abusers.
Even Bangkok's working elephants are doped on meth.
The physical effects on societies plagued by
methamphetamine addiction are shattering - deaths, car crashes,
crime and fires caused by explosions at illegal labs and hazardous
waste (each pound of meth produced leaves behind five to six
pounds of toxic waste) - but the psychological toll on users
and their friends is catastrophic.
In spite of the hard evidence, there are currently
no Government or charity-funded methamphetamine awareness
programs or preventative campaigns underway in London, methamphetamine's
next port of call as it continues its relentless, ruthless
journey eastward from New York; one that started in Los Angeles
and now has Europe in its sight...
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