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"OF THE MANY REASONS
I HAD UNSAFE SEX WHILE HIGH ON CRYSTAL, I THINK THE MOST PROFOUND
WAS SIMPLY THAT I WAS LONELY. METH GOT ME CLOSE TO MEN AT
CLUBS AND IN BED, AND UNSAFE SEX ALLOWED ME THE DEEPEST CONNECTION
POSSIBLE."
- Kevin Koffler, POZ magazine
Although methamphetamine has been available
as a 'dirty' recreational drug in the US for many years, its
use by gay men throughout the Nineties was confined mainly
to the AIDS-afflicted suburb of West Hollywood in Los Angeles,
though not necessarily as a sex aid. Temporarily erasing inhibitions
while also intensifying the user's focus in whatever activity
he is engaged in, crystal was commonly - and still is - used
as an aid to boost confidence and alertness simply in order
to survive in the ruthlessly competitive and cut-throat movie
capital. Crystal wasn't widely popular as a sex drug back
then due to its constrictive effect on blood vessels, which
made erections difficult to sustain for most users.
A little blue, diamond-shaped pill changed all
that when, in 1998, Viagra arrived amid a blaze of hype and
publicity, instantly providing the solution to "crystal
dick" while also boosting sexual prowess and longevity.
Once dismissed as a drug for "lost souls", seemingly
overnight crystal became the ultimate aphrodisiac, paving
the way for non-stop sex marathons with multiple partners
lasting anything up to several days. Like a time bomb waiting
to explode, Viagra fuelled crystal's insidious spread out
of Los Angeles' gay ghetto and eastward across the States.
Now crystal has its sight set on Europe...
Consumed in sexually-charged environments such
as at night clubs, private parties, saunas and sex clubs,
the focus on - and desire for - sex becomes extreme and compulsive,
opening the user up to previously unrealized desires. Subsequently,
a generation of gay men has emerged for whom the most important
part of their lives is derived from the next crystal high
and otherwise unthinkable, boundary-less, anything goes sex.
Once exclusive "tops" can become insatiable
"bottoms" under the influence of crystal due to
the total disintegration of the user's inhibitions and the
anaesthetizing effect caused by his detachment from his feelings.
A plethora of group, "fisting" and other extreme
sex videos have emerged from California over the last few
years capitalizing on the demand for crystal-induced "pig"
sex, with many of the actors themselves clearly under the
drug's influence.
Because crystal desensitizes the abuser, sex
between "tweakers" - irritable, paranoid individuals
who have not slept for several days - is rendered 'mechanical'
and devoid of a free-flowing exchange of feelings and emotions.
Where only one participant is a user he will effectively 'feed'
off the other's higher energy levels, rendering the non-user
drained and listless. Tweakers become conditioned to using
crystal for sex and can no longer contemplate sex without
it, while former abusers have difficulty readapting to crystal-free
sex.
Viagra's arrival coincided with the emergence
in the late Nineties of internet sex sites like Men 4 Men,
which are tailored to make sex a commodity as easy to order
as door-to-door pizza. A sizeable core group of users of these
sites have inadvertently emerged who remain on-line 24 hours
a day looking to "PnP" (party and play) with fellow
tweakers, and who are up-front in their preference for unprotected
"BB (bareback) action". "Binge partying",
where the abuser is typically awake for four straight days,
crashes the following three, then starts the whole cycle again,
is driven by his compulsive desire for sex, which in turn
is driven by his constant craving for crystal meth.
Inevitably, the union of crystal and Viagra
has significantly accelerated the risk of HIV transmission
across the States due to the abuser's initially elated but
false sense of invulnerability which can detach him from a
sense of responsibility to himself or his partner. The availability
of protease inhibitors has been typically, though deludingly,
cited as justification for such behavior in recent years.
Even when safe sex is practised, there is a
compounded risk of friction tears to the protective shield
due to "condom fatigue" resulting from the significantly
more vigorous, sustained and aggressive nature of crystal/Viagra-induced
sex. Crystal and Viagra are also to blame for the recent explosion
of syphilis infection in gay men across the States.
Paradoxically, a minority of HIV-positive men
use crystal meth because its anaesthetizing effect serves
to counter the unpleasant withdrawal symptoms from the endless
drugs they need to consume to stay healthy. This, and the
rediscovered appetite for sex that crystal induces, they argue,
makes crystal's equally devastating side effects a price worth
paying.
HIV-positive people who have unprotected sex
with each other while high on crystal - or otherwise - ignore
the possibility of catching or spreading more virulent and
drug-resistant strains of the virus. Reinfection - or "superinfection"
- can destroy the immune control built up fighting the original
strain, and such behavior is seriously jeopardizing the progress
of AIDS vaccines already in development. Recent studies suggest
that between 10-24% of new infections may now be with drug-resistant
strains of HIV.
Crystal is by far the worst recreational drug
possible for those infected with HIV for other reasons:
- The mind-impaired abuser frequently forgets
to take his time sensitive dosages of HIV medication, opening
the door to viral replication and even mutations that resist
the current AIDS drugs
- Crystal is a long-acting stimulant and far
more immunosuppressive than HIV, leaving someone's immune
system suppressed for days on end
- Its ravaging of the body's immune system
caused by missed meals, vitamin depletion, weight loss and
disrupted sleep can trigger the onslaught of full-blown
AIDS in HIV-positive people
- A Ohio State University study has shown that
methamphetamine stimulates HIV replication in brain cells
as much as 15-fold
Despite these risks, a recent US study revealed
that 47% of gay male crystal abusers were knowingly HIV-positive,
while 60% of gay men seeking treatment for their addiction
at Los Angeles' Friends Health Center were found to be HIV-positive
- more than three times the HIV rate for gay men in LA. In
San Francisco, a third of all gay men surveyed reported using
Viagra.
Crystal and Viagra have triggered an epidemic
of HIV-conversions across the States since the start of the
new Millennium. In LA alone, over 75% of new HIV infections
are crystal-related. Alarmingly, crystal is now regarded as
the major cause of HIV-conversion among American gay men in
their late thirties - the generation that escaped the AIDS-strewn
Eighties and Nineties - while the average age of meth users
is 33, the age of someone who grew up bombarded with endless
safe sex messages.
Even those previously assumed to be immune to
catching HIV due to a rare protein in their cellular make-up
are at risk. Increasing numbers of these people who failed
to catch HIV despite years of numerous unsafe sexual encounters
have HIV-converted since becoming addicted to crystal, the
unique - some would describe as "God-given" - protective
protein in their systems having been destroyed by the drug.
The alarming rise in crystal/Viagra-induced
HIV and syphilis infection over the last couple of years has
served to undo much of the tireless work of safe sex campaigners
in America since the start of the AIDS pandemic, with new
rates of infection now higher than at any time since the early
Nineties. It is for this reason that the lethal bond of crystal
and Viagra is being dubbed, in some quarters, "The new
gay plague".
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